Giving Poker A Shot

Trying to get back into poker. Got into the theory like 5-6 years back, read some books, watched some videos, messed around with flopzilla and GTO+ but I had terrible tilt control and discipline, was broke, and wasn't in a good place in my life, so never really got off the ground.

Hoping to make something lasting out of it, mostly for self-enrichment and to prove to myself I can. Always loved games.

Also looking to be less of an ******* online than I was, looking at my old post history I'm embarrassed, I genuinely don't remember behaving like that and I want to be better.

Current roll is 20x buyin @ 5NL. Starting small.

Next Poker Goal: Hit 20k hands played online, checkin on winrate and post graph.

Study Goals: Polish up preflop (esp SB def ranges, BB def ranges, 3bet/call/fold ranges in raised pots, 3bet sizing vs 3x open). Post some hands on 2+2. Find a study group. Keep listening to Thinking Poker Daily pods. Read Play Optimal Poker 2.

Habit Goals: Play 5 days a week (1h a day min. Review hands for 10-15min, then 4 table 45min). STOP THINKING ABOUT AND CHECKING RESULTS MID SESSION.